Tableu "blank"

Why is it that at most of the times, in important occasions of your life, you turn blank? By important, I don't mean those seminars and job interviews that can just help you gain some extra cash, that is if you are not desperately needing those extra cash and can manage well enough with a low profile job. What I am trying to tell here are those situations where you have to approach the one you think will sail along with you in your life. Ah, yes! Your 'petit(e) ami(e)!'
You can call me a despo but of late I have been desperately trying to land on a Date with a person I think would suit my interest and damn those interests' list is huge! Keeping aside reservations and  previously well set notions regarding the character of the person in question can be quite difficult at times and upon that the bank slate phenomena, when you find nothing to carry on the conversations usually leaves you on the bad side of the douche-baginess! Often I find that talking politics, which I follow with great interest, do not usually help me for either it's a topic that's off the conversation issues or I end up speaking bull compiling all the worthless information that can be processed by my brain at the so called state of tableu blank!
So what is it that makes the world of a difference between a successful date and a futile attempt at eating a dinner/lunch together without bringing out healthy conversation? his post is getting draggier with content drying out of my thoughts and without stuff hat would agitate people, certain people for sure!
Have I had a date? I would like to think, but I don't think they can called as one! That is just horrible! Facepalm just got defined together with Forever Lonely!

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